I apologize for not writing anything in awhile. I always seem to get sidetracked and I figured no one is reading this anyway, so why bother. BUT, I noticed last night that people are actually looking at this so maybe I should put some effort into it.
A lot has been going on with my hubby's porn situation lately. Well, a lot and then nothing, depending on how you look at it. He is finally going to SA meetings all on his own, which is a first. He claims to be benefitting from going. Of course, for all I know, he goes God-knows-where instead of going to a meeting on Saturdays, but you never know. He just got busted again last month, so he is in his remorse mode right now. Feeling sorry for hurting me again, feeling bad for getting caught, feeling bad for lying again, blah blah blah. It is kind of nice, but I realized it is just a stage he goes through. After awhile you start to see the patterns in an addict's behavior. He will be thoughtful and kind and introspective and trying to get help for awhile...until it becomes too difficult or too frustrating in any way. Then we are back on the roller coaster again.
But for now, he is going to meetings, reading books ("Pornified"--one of my favorites on the subject). No word yet as to whether he truly comprehends ANY of it.
That's it for now. Hopefully I can write more soon...
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